Soka YCF!

Well the first half of the day was like so sleepy and blur ... really didnt know what was going on. only know i was going to the YCF . well to be honest .. i wanted not to go . trying to find reason. but cannot , well partly my sister was performing and my mom is going to . took a nap at 3 wanted to wake up at 4 was about to go to knock off my mom knocks the door asking me to buy 4 D. seriously i dont mind buying 4D for her but do u really have to wake me up in a nap to do it?
sigh

well woke up took a bath then went down to have a bite and went to the YCF which was at toa payoh stadium where the table tennis is held.

but ........ i would regret if i didnt went really.

when i saw the YCF performance i was so overwelmed... the perfromance was so full of energy.

every one seem to have the endless energy aura around them...

some thing i have been missing..........

really make your mind go thinking .........

Sorry.... ? Dont be...

Well jess left the club.. well she said sorry to leave us. but i wish her good luck to do what ever she wants to do after this. Well we cant always stop people from leaving. for good reasons , for bad reasons, we have to let go.

really makes u think huh. makes u finally feel that when there is a beginning , there is an end. no such things as forever.

Birth, Age, Illness and Death.... everything in this world is a cycle.

just a year ago i thought i was going some where when i became "Boss" i tried to make the best make everyone comfy and stuff. try to make people feel right at home.

My motto was:

"Every ones here is family."

But how true was that?

Amy, Jamie, Jialing, Peishan, Felicia, Alfien, Jessica, Eunice, Micheal, Bella.....

they left..

everyone has reasons.

its irony really that when every time i said this sentence. The sentence is not justified at all.

Really makes you think huh.....

Am i not doing enough to make my motto justified?

Some times it really bring you down.

Maybe i am no leader..

i always want to act like a leader. but yet u have to admit.
if your a worker bee your a worker bee... you cant be the queen bee.
acting doesnt help.

when i was in army , i respect my srgent Stan now a good friend of mine. Hes one of those where people will just accept his stuff with a good amount of respect. its just a aura maybe?

the a leader has an aura

a aura that makes everyone as one.

but a worker bee like me can only work.

always think that putting a lot of effort would get you some where... well its true if your living in the 1940s to 60s

but now... its rubbish. not relievent

maybe i am too old school liao bah. hahaha well old school would not do u any good nowadays.

well being a good leader / being a bad leader.... it doesnt matter to me now anymore.......

Cause in this world, day by day it gets more and more complex.

you are not a unique snowflake

So there is no need to be sorry

if you feel no regret ... means you made a right move...

i can't believe it

wat has the chinese sayig of respect to senior or elder. wat iswrongwith this gen?
if u ask me questions feel free to ask. i will tell u wat i know and how i feel about the question i will give support to the ans. but if u are to question my ans. for wat ask me the question at the firstplace right?
by question my ans to you means u question my pt of view . are u trying to get on my nerve? if u are in my shoe would u feel good?
for wati would waste my time answering your question if u question it? if u question it... get a second view lah dont slap the ans i give u kindly back in to my face! is a respect from a human being toanother one
as simple as that.