This sucks!

The Banana Speaks

Argh! Birthday present from SGH.

Well just went to SGH there are a couple of good news and a few bad news. The good news is that there seem to be nothing wrong with my lungs. the bad news is that i need to go for a CT scan to ensure and further detail exam on my lungs. oh FYI the cost is $130! and need to be paid in cash or card! fuck ! 130 is okie to ensure my health is intact but i am current jobless.... guess the progress package is going back in some way lol... sigh plus i need to be refered to the Ear, nose throat to see if there is anything wrong with my nose and stuff....
argh! that means another 21 x donno how many consulations!..... ARGH!!!

Remember 8th May 1981

The banana Speaks

Remember 8th May 1981..
the day when i was born. Well after 25 years later the difference i can tell. The fatter more lazier form of me appears.
i can say i walked the tough road of life . well its all cause of own doing . i was a natural lazy screw up.
but i guess some still do feel that way about me, to some i am just the same old aydeng or allan or who they call me only fatter slower and more sillier.
Some people do feel that onces your that way your forever that way.

well i guess i am some part the same old me. i cant change totally right?
the old part of me is my love for food thats the only sin i can't give up

no fault at that right?
i always wanted people respect. demanded it come times ... well i feel that way now
Then SM Lee once said "Gain Respect not popluarity"
Well some may feel i am pro PAP but no i felt this sentence is really meanful.

well got a bit side tracked .
all i am saying is that i may have f**ked up in the past. does not mean i am f**k up now.
no one would like to be assumed on who he is .
i admit i do assume some people in some ways, i will change that bad habit.
and i hope others will do it too.
i believe in karma ... well i did a lot of bad stuff. hopefully i can change this
my life for the pass 3 years is not bad
but thats the past, my new challange is all about my next 20 years where i am a working adult.
I want to be the Big MAC the Big cheese of my yard.

yea i do BS a lot. but i am starting to believe in myself.

The Banana have spoken