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Friday, March 24, 2006

Hrm ... Results for these 3 years

The Banana Speaks!

Hrm ... Results for these 3 years

Well let's see ... for the past 3 years i have bleed, sweat, cried, slip and laugh

but i am happy that i have did all those things. Well i guess going back to a Poly is the correct thing to do . hey lets face it in singapore ... no paper .. no future .. no nothing.

Yap its true.... its true.... its damn true ( hahaha lame)

Year 1

all fired up for school . dreaded maths (past history proves i suck at maths)
went to the first maths lecture determine to buck up my maths ... the lecturer turn out to be a co*k ! totally lost form. every thing feels like SP again ... but doesnt matter .. cause i cant let this bother me any more... told my self history will not repeat it self

went to join judo ... was kinda scared at first .. nvr tried being thrown before ... reason for joining .. read to much comics on judo... well turns out to be fine ... and very very interesting ...

very into my school work at first always go library to study .... hahaha first sem later... slack like a monkey after a banana buffet! but still manage to get the grades... i guess i am more determine than when i was 17 and 18 years old.

even got a dist for a subject! ( thx melvin!)

begin loving the sports judo, suprisingly got silver medal for the annual compeition! well that gold should be mine! damn lack of experiances nvm try again next year.

i was surprise that i pass the first year with ease even pass maths with As and Bs !


Year 2

Became the president of the judo club ( well there was only like 3 pple in my batch lol so i guess its luck)

very tough year ... my studies took a real hit ! no As at all for that year! damn what was i thinking well the second year really is a low pt of my entire poly life

but i stood tall ... i guess... my light at the end of my tunnel was jessica ... well we went through a lot of sh*t ... this and that but we survied the onslaught! see how happy we are now!

as a leader i have to agree i am no leader ... i didnt do a good job for the sport i begin to love other than basketball.

i want apoligize to all my jrs that i am very sorry over the shit i have done when i was boss.

well at the end of the year i had to choise my path wafer , automation or biomedical..

well bio was out cause i am not good enough.. score wise

Automation... well even though i am in mechatronic i stink in automation so ... out it goes!

left wafer ... well the good thing is i can get a 6 months of company attachment with a big monthly allowance ... cooooooool .. well thats the main reason that i took wafer lol !

went for the competiton again ! we were the host... damn tired setting up the entire shit nearly over slept ! was so tired ... well only got a bronze ... so did jess .. but i guess i am happy ... but deep in i am not.... the gold was always so close yet so far.....


Year 3

got into wafer and applied for the 6 months attachment! wooo hooo got it!

went to chartered semicon to carry out my attachment ... but in the end got a entire shit job....

it was totally not within the spec that i should be doing and learning ... almost a garbage cleaner and ga lang gu ni! shit
imagine your superivor asking you the same question every single day ..." hey , your project finish anot?"
damn felt like slapping him...

endured the entire attachment with problems and stuff.... during this time jess left me for a while, 1 week i guess ... damn .... was crying under the mask every single day .... the manager even told me to take a few days off..... damn i missed her during that time so much ....

well finally the project was done, the boss was happy ! hey what more can i say ... i survied !

some more got B + , was expecting a C ... but hey at least my gpa went up!

in came the final sem the finally study phase of my poly ! the big mac! its like do or die ....

well had 2 subjects with jason ( thank goodness he was around!) well there were 2 subjects that i went for the lecture for like 1 time hehehehe ( so dry the subject !!!!)

well got a lot of good and slack lecturers that guided us ... lucky us! 2 weeks before the exam ... was total hell ! had my first panic attack on a final common test cause that subject is one of the lectures i didnt attend lol!

then in comes the exams! well 3 out of the 4 papers was easily like sh*t lol well with the help of good informations from lecturers of coz ! lol

at the last paper when i passed up the exam scroll.... i reliese ... damn ... i had done my last poly exam paper..... wow ... the feeling was over powering .... when i walked out of the door.... i smell freedom and the wind was blowing in my face.....

well the final compeition was there .... and guess what ... gold was in my hand ..... after my finals.... i sat down ... and i cried .... the feeling was overjoyed.... she hugged me ... i felt so happy cause i waited 3 years for this medal ... gold was finally in my hand ...

the feeling was like when i saw Man utd won the trible !!! well even better

i told my self i cannot lost faith ... and i didnt

it was a high point for me ....

following that my results arrived ... before i looked into it i was like sh*t will i fall from grace.? will i fail cause i didnt pay attention in class? ( since when i have paid attention?)

well in the end to my surprise ...
1 Dist, 1 A , 1 B+ , 2 B, and a C+ (C+ is for robotic which i dreaded)

plus to my surprise the dist was from automation control which i went to lecture once or twice !
but the lab i did put in a lot of effort in to it .... i rather hands on then sit in a lecture hall....

well i am happy ... really happy

as i know that i fought back into the system ... and did rather well in the system .....


My poly life i have to agree is fufilling ...
i met a lot of good friends...
found my love
got my diploma
be came a leader...( i guess)
found a passion in judo

what more can i ask ?

The Banana Have spoken!!!!!

Friday, March 10, 2006

Like the Song goes.... The Road is long ..............

The Banana Speaks

Like the Song goes.... The Road is long ..............

Well Its been a long long time since i updated my blog ... Damn must be a stright 4 to 5 months... well i guess its true when i am not working i dont blog ... opps hope my future employers dont see this.

well i finished my final exams just last week.. wow it was so fast... 2nd march 2006 my final NYP Paper..... well hopefully its my last paper hahahaa. Shouldn't have any problem with the exams... well in my point of view is that i most likely would pass but no good grade.

it reminds me of the convercation that me and porky had when we were studying at the mac.. when you reach your final year of your course or programme... you just simply want to pass it and get it over with. Quite true as damn 3 years studying engineering which i totally have little interest on......Pure Toture!

But the ironic part is that i had decided to pursue Mechanical Engineering in NTU or NUS?! Well what was i thinking?! hahahaha

maybe to me engineering is where i am able to get a stable job and earn a decent amount of money to carry on living for my next 30 to 40 years i guess..

well a degree is always better than a diploma right?

Oh back to my final paper...

well after finish the paper ... some how i felt a huge burden had dropped right off my chest i could breath smoothly again .... its like a complex knot being unknotted.......
i just felt free .... relaxed..... of course the paper was easy hahahahaha

but the feeling of finishing a diploma course is a different feeling i have never had...

as i step out of the mrt station, the wind was blowing strong.... it keeps blowing in my face ... as if its helping me blowing off the dust that is on me for 3 years.... i felt free and calm ....

i could feel the wind blowing on to my skin ... for a very very long time since i was able to feel it.. so long ....

i have achieved a milestone in my life .
i forced my self back in to the system
i enjoyed my polytechnic life to the fullest
i found my love .....
i got my diploma with a decent grade.....

i simply love these 3 years of Poly life....

i dont think i would be able to feel this way if i was still in SP if i was able to finish a diploma there.

I learned and appreciate more after the silly things i have gone through before my poly life.

well maybe the dream i had 4 months ago is a sign for me to explore and make the best out of my turning point.

Uni is not just a dream.....

a square hat is not just an image......

i want those .... and i hope i can achieve it and be the aim for the next 3 years.

let there be a more heavier stone to be lying on my chest again for the next 3 years

i bet at the end of that i would be able to be more lively then now.......

The road is indeed Long..... But i am cool with it

The Banana Had Spoken