22nd Jan 2007

well today is a tiring day ... its been arons since i blog in.

well its been a very emotional day ....

the feeling in the office is like i am being left out of the circle ...
due to the fact i am just not as much of a drinker ... a fucker like the main players.

which indirectly causes my boss to feel that i am a underperformer.

i love my job . honestly the challanges, the company as a whole . but its not that simple as i think it was...

am i too childish? simple minded? ya i trust people too easily .
too direct . gets emotional easily ...

sounds like a girl huh ...

being simple minded wrong?
being trustful ... wrong?

then wat is right in this world?

guess i should be in the 50s 60s then die in the 2000
its where the time is more trustworthy dont u think?