Faith and my list

Well Today I made a list. Its the list of the things I would want to chant for

For Happiness & Good fortunate :
For My Family,
For Minyu and his family,
For Yongjia and his family,
For Jessica and her family,
For all Soka Gakkai fellow members,
For my fellow judokas,
For my friends.

For Mr and Mrs Ikeda's good health.
For the SGI's success in doing kosen rufu.

*I know its a damn long of list of people but very important for me to chant for but I know I am able to do it.

For Good fortunate on my employment and my future.
For My faith to be stronger as everyday passes by.
To gain to maturity in thinking and also in faith.
To be able to bring shakubuku successfully
To wash away the bad karma that I have done in past and present life.

Its a long list I know but some how I feel I am happy to set myself a target.

It had been a very tough time for me for the past 1 month or so. Cause of my stupidity and rage, I lost a lot of things along the way.

Dark times.

But i donno when i started picking up my beads and started to chant more and started to be more active in gakkai activities.
I feel enriched and has a growth for more.

I admit i was lonely and emptiness, but this lonely and emptiness let me reliese that all is not lost. I still got a treasure in my house. It revived my faith.

Nam-myoho-renge-kyo