sigh.....

The Banana Speaks.

Sigh.....

well its been so long since updated my block ..

well to keep it short cause i am not in a very good mood

super depress

my job sucks to the bottom good thing is that i finally know wat i wan

the PSA told me that i am techanically not strong enought to take up the tech officer post = your not fucking good enough to work in a goverment own company !

the other company gave me second interview but has yet called me up to set a date which i feel like shit. its like waiting for chinese new year to come but dont know when is chinese new year. + donno confirm will get ang bao anot.

makes you super itchy

i feel alone for the past 2 to 3 weeks.... who am i lying to its really 2 to 3 months
i feel so empty and scared cause .... i feel no love in my life no hugs no nothing ....

well its makes me sound like a girl .... but hey guys need hugs too u know ...

a whole lot of problems really comes to place where i just felt forgotten by this world...

feel like dying but yet i fear death so its like a toture.

i want to feel loved and some attention ....

The Banana Have Spoken