Hrm.... Vision?

The Banana Speaks

Hrm.... Vision?

Well that night after kanna fuck by Tyler for bring a stand still ( well that's the meaning I heard )

Well its correct I am a pathetic .
I dont like my job
I dont like my life
I am not satasified with what i have now
But i am not doing anything to make it better...!

well its me being fucking lazy and low moral.

Ego to big i admit ... well i guess i am a sad fuck...

I'm 25 but my achievements are equal to a fresh 21 year old ORD NS guy
The word is FRESH people
FRESH in working term = inexperience

i am totally lacking back by 4 years
GOD i had that i am wrong ....
Dont need for pity but i think there wouldnt be any.

To be honest I totally dislike the Chinese way of life.

being the eldest has to be responsible for all the family stuff.

I am too human but being burden by the responsbilities of being the eldest

i do have dreams

but who has ever really ask me what is it?

yes its total selfish of me to even to think of this and even more selfish to write it out for the entire world to see.

my dream is a very selfish one i admit.

which human is not selfish?

look around you ?

your GF most likely likes you because
a . You are rich enough to pay for her shopping and drives her around ( Sucker)
b. You have a career which makes you busy so she can sleep with other guys while keeping you.
c. She is blind

Dudes your no Saint ! We all know Guys are Bastards!

your BF most likely LOVES you is because
a. a build in maid where you go to his house and clean up his mess
b. You are simply a dumb gal where he can sleep with you while he sleeps with other women.
c. Your daddie is filthy rich

all of the above is to describe a large amount of people living in singapore would think

I used to believe in fairy tales . but hey guess wat there is no santa claus or tooth faires.

i know people will be offended by this entry but hey dont think any one would even bother about me as i am neither an icon nor a famous person.

who gives a shit about me?

I got no drivers licence so dont even talk about Car .
I have no career. all i got a is job that pays me crapy salary that does nothing.
I ant rich
and i am fat.

well things are going to change around here

i do have visions now

a couple of short ones and a big one

Super Short ones:
a. Pay off my bad debts

short ones (mean hope to achieve in 5 years time):
a. get my fat ass down from 110 KG to 90 KG first then we can talk about 75KG
( yes yes yes wow i am fat! )
b. get a driver's licence (but i am not going to get a car. a car is useless in singapore)
c. Get a degree in commerce ( for those who seen my msn nick you know wat i mean )

Long one:
To work in New York City , Yes the Big Apple , the Big cheese .

Every body knows i love New York City.

If i can make it there i can make it any where

Hopefully i can make it there.

No not as a washer in a chinese resturant in chinatown NYC.

but a regluar job or even better a career.

Now there is a Vision for me.

The Banana Had Spoken.