Donno.... the taste......Bitter Sweet?

13 Sept 2004 1.16 pm cool day.

Well i woke up rather aching.... feels that the pain would go forever ...
life changed a lot for me .... really changed a lot .... more happy.... but as all i know in my life whenever there is something good happenin in my life ... after the happy stuff things are gonna get rough .. but this time i am gonna make things happy i will not give up like last time. Such things go in a cycle for me : good time to bad time. i want to break this cycle .....
i want to be happy ... not bitter sweet ... no more bitter sweet...... no more.